Last night at prayer group, as we began to pray over others, I was getting hit really hard with vivid flashbacks about what a certain young man did to me. I was so overwhelmed that I had to move apart from the group so I could cry. I was angry. I felt like screaming or running. Heather and Esther, at separate times, came to try to comfort me, but I refused to be comforted. I left the room and paced back and forth for several minutes. I wanted the memories to stop. I’m sick of seeing what he did to me over and over.
When I went back inside, I went and sat against the wall and prayed. I began to cry a little harder, with the occasional sound. Then Aaron came and sat next to me. After a while, he asked if he could give me a hug, because he felt that I really needed a hug. I let him, and the tears started to fall faster and harder. He asked if I wanted to be prayed over next, and I said yes.
When I went back to the circle and sat in the middle of everyone, they asked if there was anything that I needed prayer about or if it was unspoken. I told them I was so upset and I hated myself for being so stupid. I hate what he did to me. I hate that I didn’t fight back harder. I wish I had fought back harder.
They began to pray for me, and Haley told me that my feelings were valid, but misdirected. I wasn’t supposed to be mad at myself or anyone else, but at Satan. My anger is valid and my hurt is valid, but I shouldn’t be turning it back on myself like I have been doing.
Then she told me that I needed to let some things out, and that I could feel safe to do that right there. After that I began to cry harder. I haven’t cried that hard (or loud) for a long time, if ever. I let out all of the hurt and frustration I’ve been feeling. Others around me were crying, too.
After I was done crying, I did feel a little better, but mostly I was tired. Laura gave me a note. It said: “‘Out of these ashes, beauty will rise. You will dance among the ruins.’ I sense the word rebuilding over you. Just as in Ezra and Nehemiah, the Israelites returned to rebuild, they had to start among the ruins of Jerusalem. And though they received opposition, they continued with their rebuilding and it was fulfilled because it was sanctioned by the Lord. It was His Word coming to pass. The Israelites were told to rebuild the Temple, the dwelling place of God. That is you. You are His Temple. The place where He resides, He rests, He delights to dwell in. The Lord is rebuilding you. I feel the word child-like over you. A child-like faith and wonder which He placed in you, which pleases Him. It is this faith, this trust which he exploited and used. God redeems this. It is His. Crawl in His lap like the child you are. And rejoice.”
I drove home and slept for a long time. I didn’t feel wonderful when I woke up, but I feel better. I’m not going to be rebuilt overnight. It still hasn’t even been a year since the abuse ended. I’ll still have dreams and flashbacks, but I will get better. And when I’m done rebuilding, I’ll be even stronger than I was before.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Hearing from God Each Morning (August 26)
This blog is about today’s devotion in the book Hearing from God Each Morning by Joyce Meyer.
Today’s devotion talks about not giving into the desires of our flesh, because when we are giving into those desires, we cannot dwell in the presence of God. Meyer writes, “For example, if I am angry I will not enjoy the presence of God.” This really stuck out to me because today I have been feeling hurt and angry. Today is the birthday of the young man who hurt me. I am reminded of the things he did to me—things I cannot speak of. I am angry at him and myself for falling into that trap he set for me.
But God doesn’t want me to be angry. He wants me to look at all He has in store for me. He didn’t want those things to happen to me, but they did. And now He is there to comfort me. But I need to listen and open up to Him. If I seek revenge or sit in my anger, God can’t help me. I have to be willing to be helped.
Today’s devotion talks about not giving into the desires of our flesh, because when we are giving into those desires, we cannot dwell in the presence of God. Meyer writes, “For example, if I am angry I will not enjoy the presence of God.” This really stuck out to me because today I have been feeling hurt and angry. Today is the birthday of the young man who hurt me. I am reminded of the things he did to me—things I cannot speak of. I am angry at him and myself for falling into that trap he set for me.
But God doesn’t want me to be angry. He wants me to look at all He has in store for me. He didn’t want those things to happen to me, but they did. And now He is there to comfort me. But I need to listen and open up to Him. If I seek revenge or sit in my anger, God can’t help me. I have to be willing to be helped.
Hearing from God Each Morning (August 25)
This blog is about today’s devotion in the book Hearing from God Each Morning by Joyce Meyer.
Today’s devotion was about being real with God. He knows everything about us, so why would we try to lie to Him? We need to just tell Him how we feel and what we’ve done.
Lately I’ve been experiencing that with a certain area of my life. I’ve been praying to God, “I don’t want to let this go, but You want me to. Give me a desire to let this go.” I’ve gradually seen a change in my heart and feelings, but it’s not something that always happens overnight. What matters is that I was being honest with God and want to be more willing to let this thing go.
God cares about me and what I’m really thinking. To draw closer to Him, I need to be honest and open with Him about every part of my life.
Today’s devotion was about being real with God. He knows everything about us, so why would we try to lie to Him? We need to just tell Him how we feel and what we’ve done.
Lately I’ve been experiencing that with a certain area of my life. I’ve been praying to God, “I don’t want to let this go, but You want me to. Give me a desire to let this go.” I’ve gradually seen a change in my heart and feelings, but it’s not something that always happens overnight. What matters is that I was being honest with God and want to be more willing to let this thing go.
God cares about me and what I’m really thinking. To draw closer to Him, I need to be honest and open with Him about every part of my life.
Hearing from God Each Morning (August 24)
This blog is about today’s devotion in the book Hearing from God Each Morning by Joyce Meyer.
We are supposed to turn over our entire lives—our thoughts, our words, our actions—to God. The Holy Spirit needs to invade our lives completely, but we need to invite Him in. When we do this, though, we can’t have any thought, word, or action that offends God. We are to live every moment to please Him.
That’s impossible for me on my own. Fortunately, I don’t have to do it alone. I have the Holy Spirit living inside of me to help me honor God in all I do. The biggest thing I struggle with is bitter thoughts about things that may have happened years ago. Most of the time these thoughts never make it to words, and they very rarely make it to actions. But the bitter thoughts are offensive to God, and have no place in my life. Even yesterday as I was at a woman’s house, my heart was full of bitterness towards her daughter, who was not home. I was praying that her daughter wouldn’t show up because of the bitterness I had inside. Because of that feeling, I was quiet and not as friendly as I know I can be. As believers, that bitterness has no place in our lives, and it is offensive to God. He forgives us, and we need to forgive others.
I’m learning to let the Holy Spirit take control, but it’s still something I have to work on. I try to hard to do things on my own power, and that’s not what God wants. I need to give everything, big or small, to Him.
We are supposed to turn over our entire lives—our thoughts, our words, our actions—to God. The Holy Spirit needs to invade our lives completely, but we need to invite Him in. When we do this, though, we can’t have any thought, word, or action that offends God. We are to live every moment to please Him.
That’s impossible for me on my own. Fortunately, I don’t have to do it alone. I have the Holy Spirit living inside of me to help me honor God in all I do. The biggest thing I struggle with is bitter thoughts about things that may have happened years ago. Most of the time these thoughts never make it to words, and they very rarely make it to actions. But the bitter thoughts are offensive to God, and have no place in my life. Even yesterday as I was at a woman’s house, my heart was full of bitterness towards her daughter, who was not home. I was praying that her daughter wouldn’t show up because of the bitterness I had inside. Because of that feeling, I was quiet and not as friendly as I know I can be. As believers, that bitterness has no place in our lives, and it is offensive to God. He forgives us, and we need to forgive others.
I’m learning to let the Holy Spirit take control, but it’s still something I have to work on. I try to hard to do things on my own power, and that’s not what God wants. I need to give everything, big or small, to Him.
Philippians: I've Got that Joy, Joy, Joy, Joy Down in My Heart
This blog is about pages 149-151 in the book The Smart Guide to the Bible: Paul and the Prison Epistles.
Philippians 1:18b-20 says, “and in this I rejoice, yes, and will rejoice. For I know that this will turn out for my deliverance through your prayer and the supply of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, according to my earnest expectation and hope that in nothing I shall be ashamed, but with all boldness, as always, so now also Christ will be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death.” (NKJV)
Most commentators don’t believe that Paul ever got the chance to testify in court, but think that he was held for two years under house arrest and then released. They believe he continued to travel and preach the gospel. During a second imprisonment in Rome he wrote 2 Timothy. We know that Paul was executed for his faith, but we don’t know when.
But when Paul wrote this letter to the Philippians, he did not know what would happen to him. He knew he could die and be put to death for his faith, but he wanted to stay true to Christ not matter what. He just wanted Jesus glorified no matter what it took—life or death. Paul wanted Jesus to be “magnified” so others could see Him better.
One of our main purposes in life is to give glory to God. We are meant to live in a way that gives Him the glory at all times. I know that when people meet me and talk to me, they know I am a Christian. They know I am willing to answer questions. But I know that I am not perfect, and not every word or action gives glory to God. I’m learning and letting the Holy Spirit do His work in me. All of my actions can’t give glory to God without His help.
There are many reasons we should give glory to God and many ways we are to give Him glory. He is good. He does good deeds. He sent His Son to die to forgive our sins. He delivers us. We can give Him the glory by requesting that He reveal His glory (Exodus 22:18-23), confessing our sins (Joshua 7:19-20), praising Him (Psalm 66:2), singing (Psalm 69:30), giving thanks to Him (Psalm 69:30), speaking of His marvelous deeds to others (Psalm 96:3), rejoicing in Him (Psalm 105:3), living in Christian unity (Romans 15:5-6), accepting others (Romans 15:7), and living good lives (1 Peter 2:12).
I need to remember to always have praises on my heart and on my lips. If I’m not telling the people around me about all that He is done, they will never see Him for who He is, but will only see the Law, which does not set them free. The only end to a legalistic view of Christianity is to learn the love and goodness of God. I can teach that to the world by always living to glorify Him.
Philippians 1:18b-20 says, “and in this I rejoice, yes, and will rejoice. For I know that this will turn out for my deliverance through your prayer and the supply of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, according to my earnest expectation and hope that in nothing I shall be ashamed, but with all boldness, as always, so now also Christ will be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death.” (NKJV)
Most commentators don’t believe that Paul ever got the chance to testify in court, but think that he was held for two years under house arrest and then released. They believe he continued to travel and preach the gospel. During a second imprisonment in Rome he wrote 2 Timothy. We know that Paul was executed for his faith, but we don’t know when.
But when Paul wrote this letter to the Philippians, he did not know what would happen to him. He knew he could die and be put to death for his faith, but he wanted to stay true to Christ not matter what. He just wanted Jesus glorified no matter what it took—life or death. Paul wanted Jesus to be “magnified” so others could see Him better.
One of our main purposes in life is to give glory to God. We are meant to live in a way that gives Him the glory at all times. I know that when people meet me and talk to me, they know I am a Christian. They know I am willing to answer questions. But I know that I am not perfect, and not every word or action gives glory to God. I’m learning and letting the Holy Spirit do His work in me. All of my actions can’t give glory to God without His help.
There are many reasons we should give glory to God and many ways we are to give Him glory. He is good. He does good deeds. He sent His Son to die to forgive our sins. He delivers us. We can give Him the glory by requesting that He reveal His glory (Exodus 22:18-23), confessing our sins (Joshua 7:19-20), praising Him (Psalm 66:2), singing (Psalm 69:30), giving thanks to Him (Psalm 69:30), speaking of His marvelous deeds to others (Psalm 96:3), rejoicing in Him (Psalm 105:3), living in Christian unity (Romans 15:5-6), accepting others (Romans 15:7), and living good lives (1 Peter 2:12).
I need to remember to always have praises on my heart and on my lips. If I’m not telling the people around me about all that He is done, they will never see Him for who He is, but will only see the Law, which does not set them free. The only end to a legalistic view of Christianity is to learn the love and goodness of God. I can teach that to the world by always living to glorify Him.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Spiritual Warfare - Overcoming Our Accuser
This blog is about the seventh chapter in the Bible study, Spiritual Warfare, written by Jack Kuhatschek.
Revelation 12:7-12
1. “Describe everything you can about the war that is fought in verses 7-9.” Michael and his angels fought against the dragon and the dragon and his angels fought back. He wasn’t strong enough, so they lost their place in heaven. He and his angels were hurled down to the earth.
2. “Notice the different titles used for Satan in verse 9. What can you learn about him and his tactics against you from each of these descriptions?” He is called the ancient serpent, which refers to Eve’s temptation in the garden. This shows that Satan plans to tempt us. He is also called the one who leads the whole world astray, which plainly shows his intentions to lead us astray.
3. “Verse 10 begins with a triumphant declaration of Satan’s defeat. What words or phrases in verse 10 emphasize God’s strength in contrast to Satan’s?” The phrase “authority of his Christ” is the one that sticks out the most to me. It shows that God has power over Satan.
4. “On the one hand, the devil is described as ‘the accuser of our brothers, who accuses them before our God day and night’ (v. 10). But in the next breath he is described as the one who ‘has been hurled down’ from heaven. How does ‘the blood of the Lamb’ overcome all of the devil’s accusations against us (v. 11)?” When Jesus died on the cross, we were forgiven of our sins. The “blood of the Lamb” washed away our sins and made us new. If our sins are washed away, they are gone, which means the devil’s accusations won’t hold. God’s love and forgiveness is bigger than any accusations against us.
5. “When you have felt assaulted by guilt or shame, how has it helped to realize that Christ’s blood was shed for you?” I used to be really hard on myself about everything. I always felt guilt and shame for things, even if they weren’t my fault. I have learned to accept God’s forgiveness and move on, though. I learned that when I spend my time feeling guilty and unworthy, I am wasting time that God wants me to do something else with. God forgave me, so who am I to say that I’m not forgiven? It may sound like the easy way out, but nothing about just moving on has been easy for me. I just know that God wants something better for me than guilt and shame.
6. “A second key to overcoming Satan is our ‘testimony’ (v. 11). How can sharing our faith with others—even in the face of opposition—enable us to overcome the devil?” When we share our testimony with others, we are not just telling them about an experience we had. We are also reminding ourselves of all the great things God has done. We are eyewitnesses to what God has done in our lives, and no one can deny that. We overcome Satan by sharing with others what God has done because in many cases, we bring more people into God’s family. Even when the people we share with aren’t receiving what we’ve said, we are reminded of our own testimony. I’m a lot more likely to be touched by something I wrote a long time ago than by something someone I’ve never met or hardly know has written. When I read my own words about the things God has done, I go back to that feeling I had when it first happened and my faith is constantly renewed. This is a great weapon against any attack of the devil.
7. “Verse 11 implies that if we love our lives too much, then we will be hesitant to testify about Christ in the face of opposition or threats. Why would this be true?” If we love our lives too much, we wouldn’t share about things that people would kill us for. In many cases, this means even our faith in God. In some lands, talking about Christ is punishable by death. Even in the United States, there are some people who will kill those that are Christians. I think there’s more to it, though. If we love our lives the way they are, we may be afraid of changes in our lives that could be brought on by testifying to Christ’s love in the face of opposition or threats. We may not day, but our situation may change and become unpleasant. We may lose friends, lose a job, or lose our freedom. Those are all parts of our lives that we tend to love too much. We need to love God above all else so we aren’t afraid to testify to what He has done in our lives.
8. “When Christians are martyred for their faith, it appears to the world that they have been defeated rather than victorious. (The same was true of the death of Jesus.) Yet how can their apparent defeat be seen as an ultimate victory?” Death may be the physical end of one person’s journey, but there is more. That person will be with God in heaven, and the work God started in them on earth isn’t finished. Sometimes the death of one person is just the beginning of a wonderful ministry on earth. When Jim Elliot and his friends were killed in Ecuador by the Auca tribe, it opened up the opportunity for the wives of the men to reach the tribe years later. If God can use our lives for His glory, surely He can use our deaths.
9. “Verse 12 concludes by saying that the devil ‘is filled with fury, because he knows that his time is short.’ Why should this statement keep us from being complacent about our struggle with Satan?” The closer we get to God, the more Satan is going to attack. As long as we are growing closer to God, Satan will be adding more power to his attacks against us. He has many demons at his disposal. In his fury, he will attack anyone that follows Christ. If we become complacent about our struggle with Satan, we will put our guard down and give Satan that foothold.
10. “How can John’s vision of the war in heaven encourage you in the midst of the spiritual battles you face?” Satan already lost in heaven and his time is short here. He loses. When we are on God’s side, we are on the winning side of this war. God equips us with the power to defeat the devil, and we will.
Revelation 12:7-12
1. “Describe everything you can about the war that is fought in verses 7-9.” Michael and his angels fought against the dragon and the dragon and his angels fought back. He wasn’t strong enough, so they lost their place in heaven. He and his angels were hurled down to the earth.
2. “Notice the different titles used for Satan in verse 9. What can you learn about him and his tactics against you from each of these descriptions?” He is called the ancient serpent, which refers to Eve’s temptation in the garden. This shows that Satan plans to tempt us. He is also called the one who leads the whole world astray, which plainly shows his intentions to lead us astray.
3. “Verse 10 begins with a triumphant declaration of Satan’s defeat. What words or phrases in verse 10 emphasize God’s strength in contrast to Satan’s?” The phrase “authority of his Christ” is the one that sticks out the most to me. It shows that God has power over Satan.
4. “On the one hand, the devil is described as ‘the accuser of our brothers, who accuses them before our God day and night’ (v. 10). But in the next breath he is described as the one who ‘has been hurled down’ from heaven. How does ‘the blood of the Lamb’ overcome all of the devil’s accusations against us (v. 11)?” When Jesus died on the cross, we were forgiven of our sins. The “blood of the Lamb” washed away our sins and made us new. If our sins are washed away, they are gone, which means the devil’s accusations won’t hold. God’s love and forgiveness is bigger than any accusations against us.
5. “When you have felt assaulted by guilt or shame, how has it helped to realize that Christ’s blood was shed for you?” I used to be really hard on myself about everything. I always felt guilt and shame for things, even if they weren’t my fault. I have learned to accept God’s forgiveness and move on, though. I learned that when I spend my time feeling guilty and unworthy, I am wasting time that God wants me to do something else with. God forgave me, so who am I to say that I’m not forgiven? It may sound like the easy way out, but nothing about just moving on has been easy for me. I just know that God wants something better for me than guilt and shame.
6. “A second key to overcoming Satan is our ‘testimony’ (v. 11). How can sharing our faith with others—even in the face of opposition—enable us to overcome the devil?” When we share our testimony with others, we are not just telling them about an experience we had. We are also reminding ourselves of all the great things God has done. We are eyewitnesses to what God has done in our lives, and no one can deny that. We overcome Satan by sharing with others what God has done because in many cases, we bring more people into God’s family. Even when the people we share with aren’t receiving what we’ve said, we are reminded of our own testimony. I’m a lot more likely to be touched by something I wrote a long time ago than by something someone I’ve never met or hardly know has written. When I read my own words about the things God has done, I go back to that feeling I had when it first happened and my faith is constantly renewed. This is a great weapon against any attack of the devil.
7. “Verse 11 implies that if we love our lives too much, then we will be hesitant to testify about Christ in the face of opposition or threats. Why would this be true?” If we love our lives too much, we wouldn’t share about things that people would kill us for. In many cases, this means even our faith in God. In some lands, talking about Christ is punishable by death. Even in the United States, there are some people who will kill those that are Christians. I think there’s more to it, though. If we love our lives the way they are, we may be afraid of changes in our lives that could be brought on by testifying to Christ’s love in the face of opposition or threats. We may not day, but our situation may change and become unpleasant. We may lose friends, lose a job, or lose our freedom. Those are all parts of our lives that we tend to love too much. We need to love God above all else so we aren’t afraid to testify to what He has done in our lives.
8. “When Christians are martyred for their faith, it appears to the world that they have been defeated rather than victorious. (The same was true of the death of Jesus.) Yet how can their apparent defeat be seen as an ultimate victory?” Death may be the physical end of one person’s journey, but there is more. That person will be with God in heaven, and the work God started in them on earth isn’t finished. Sometimes the death of one person is just the beginning of a wonderful ministry on earth. When Jim Elliot and his friends were killed in Ecuador by the Auca tribe, it opened up the opportunity for the wives of the men to reach the tribe years later. If God can use our lives for His glory, surely He can use our deaths.
9. “Verse 12 concludes by saying that the devil ‘is filled with fury, because he knows that his time is short.’ Why should this statement keep us from being complacent about our struggle with Satan?” The closer we get to God, the more Satan is going to attack. As long as we are growing closer to God, Satan will be adding more power to his attacks against us. He has many demons at his disposal. In his fury, he will attack anyone that follows Christ. If we become complacent about our struggle with Satan, we will put our guard down and give Satan that foothold.
10. “How can John’s vision of the war in heaven encourage you in the midst of the spiritual battles you face?” Satan already lost in heaven and his time is short here. He loses. When we are on God’s side, we are on the winning side of this war. God equips us with the power to defeat the devil, and we will.
Hearing from God Each Morning (August 23)
This blog is about today’s devotion in the book Hearing from God Each Morning by Joyce Meyer.
Today’s devotion is just a reminder that God is interested in me personally. He’s interested in what’s going on in my life, and He cares about me. I can take His Word, the Bible, as a personal letter from Him to me. Meyer writes that the Psalms are a great encouragement in times of trouble, especially when we keep in mind that they are true for our own lives.
I have always felt that the Psalms comfort me when I’m really upset, which is why they are probably my favorite part of the Bible. God loves me, protects me, and cares about what I go through. That is more than I could ever ask for, but He gave it all to me when I called on His name. How amazing is His love!!
Today’s devotion is just a reminder that God is interested in me personally. He’s interested in what’s going on in my life, and He cares about me. I can take His Word, the Bible, as a personal letter from Him to me. Meyer writes that the Psalms are a great encouragement in times of trouble, especially when we keep in mind that they are true for our own lives.
I have always felt that the Psalms comfort me when I’m really upset, which is why they are probably my favorite part of the Bible. God loves me, protects me, and cares about what I go through. That is more than I could ever ask for, but He gave it all to me when I called on His name. How amazing is His love!!
Hearing from God Each Morning (August 22)
This blog is about today’s devotion in the book Hearing from God Each Morning by Joyce Meyer.
Today’s devotion convicted me even more about not dating right now. I have been praying about being single and cutting that out of my life for the time being. Today’s devotion talks about how God’s Word works on us, as an operation of sorts. Meyer writes, “Operations of any kind are never pleasant, but they are necessary at times to maintain good health.” I feel like God is really putting it on my heart to pledge to singleness for more than just the month I have pledged.
I feel I need to spend more time in prayer over this. Cutting out dating is such a huge thing in my life, and I know it will be hard for me. I can only do it with God’s help. I also need friends to hold me accountable for this. I shouldn’t be seeking a relationship at this time, but developing my relationship with God. If I’m not comfortable with singleness and having God alone, then I will not be fulfilled in even the best of relationships.
Today’s devotion convicted me even more about not dating right now. I have been praying about being single and cutting that out of my life for the time being. Today’s devotion talks about how God’s Word works on us, as an operation of sorts. Meyer writes, “Operations of any kind are never pleasant, but they are necessary at times to maintain good health.” I feel like God is really putting it on my heart to pledge to singleness for more than just the month I have pledged.
I feel I need to spend more time in prayer over this. Cutting out dating is such a huge thing in my life, and I know it will be hard for me. I can only do it with God’s help. I also need friends to hold me accountable for this. I shouldn’t be seeking a relationship at this time, but developing my relationship with God. If I’m not comfortable with singleness and having God alone, then I will not be fulfilled in even the best of relationships.
Hearing from God Each Morning (August 21)
This blog is about today’s devotion in the book Hearing from God Each Morning by Joyce Meyer.
Today’s verse is Proverbs 19:21, which says, “Many plans are in a man’s mind, but it is the Lord’s purpose for him that will stand.”
Sometimes I make plans and then pray to God that they will work. I learned this in my most recent relationship. I know now that it was not what God wanted, and God made it fail miserably. I feel that it was God’s will that we would be separated by what seemed to be life, but I know to be God.
Relationships are a place where I haven’t been really listening to God’s voice, and I’ve felt really convicted of that lately. That’s why I’ve made a promise to God not to date, or look to date, until October. I know that is only a month and a half, but I’m taking baby steps. Maybe when October comes, I’ll be able to pledge another month of not dating. I know that I won’t enter into a relationship that I do not pray about before it starts. If the guy I am interested in (and is interested in me) does not understand or accept this, they are not putting God first, and that relationship is not of God, either.
It’s a long process, but I am learning to pray before making plans instead of making plans then praying that they work.
Today’s verse is Proverbs 19:21, which says, “Many plans are in a man’s mind, but it is the Lord’s purpose for him that will stand.”
Sometimes I make plans and then pray to God that they will work. I learned this in my most recent relationship. I know now that it was not what God wanted, and God made it fail miserably. I feel that it was God’s will that we would be separated by what seemed to be life, but I know to be God.
Relationships are a place where I haven’t been really listening to God’s voice, and I’ve felt really convicted of that lately. That’s why I’ve made a promise to God not to date, or look to date, until October. I know that is only a month and a half, but I’m taking baby steps. Maybe when October comes, I’ll be able to pledge another month of not dating. I know that I won’t enter into a relationship that I do not pray about before it starts. If the guy I am interested in (and is interested in me) does not understand or accept this, they are not putting God first, and that relationship is not of God, either.
It’s a long process, but I am learning to pray before making plans instead of making plans then praying that they work.
Hearing from God Each Morning (August 20)
This blog is about today’s devotion in the book Hearing from God Each Morning by Joyce Meyer.
Today’s devotion talks about hearing God’s Word with spiritual ears, not fleshly ears. We need to look beyond the physical situations and into the spiritual truths throughout those situations.
Something that someone said at prayer group last night sticks out to me, and this devotion reminds me of it. She said that the physical things sometimes distract her or give her doubt about the spiritual things that she knows to be true. What she said, combined with today’s devotion, reminds me that we need to look beyond the physical world that we live in, and live in the spiritual world. We need to be so in tune with the Holy Spirit that the things of this world will cease to matter.
Today’s devotion talks about hearing God’s Word with spiritual ears, not fleshly ears. We need to look beyond the physical situations and into the spiritual truths throughout those situations.
Something that someone said at prayer group last night sticks out to me, and this devotion reminds me of it. She said that the physical things sometimes distract her or give her doubt about the spiritual things that she knows to be true. What she said, combined with today’s devotion, reminds me that we need to look beyond the physical world that we live in, and live in the spiritual world. We need to be so in tune with the Holy Spirit that the things of this world will cease to matter.
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